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  •  Yes (4+ / 8-)

    Jason Collins is an asshole for stringing Carolyn Moos along for eight years. Imaging finding out your entire relationship was a fraud, that the life you envisioned with the man you loved was a total lie he devised using you as cover to protect his sorry-ass career. Then he shits all over you in public, leaving you a laughing stock, to squeeze maybe one more year out of that career. How would you feel?

    That's the very definition of asshole in my book.

    "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

    by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 12:43:51 PM PDT

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    •  so you're straight, obviously. (16+ / 0-)

      you have no idea how the closet works.

      but you do you, jerk. you do you.

      •  I've been in Carolyn Moos's shoes, (4+ / 0-)

        but for two years, not eight.  I know what she's going through, finding out everything she believed about her relationship was a lie, a con purposely perpetuated to enhance a career.

        Publicly coming out of the closet does not excuse asshole behavior and eight years of lies.  You want to hide rate me for that opinion, that's your prerogative. There's another side to the story and it's the woman's.  Unless she was in on it she deserves better than what she got.

        Staying in the closet is no excuse to rip someone's heart out.

        "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

        by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:24:28 PM PDT

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        •  Sorry to learn you were a victim (24+ / 0-)

          A deliberate con, deliberate deceit, let alone for shallow selfish purposes, is certainly a good definition of an asshole. However, it may be that due to that unfortunate experience you are piling up some bitterness on Collins that he doesn't deserve. All indications are that he did not delberately attempt to deceive her, at least no more than he attempted to deceive himself into hoping that he was a regular hetero guy.

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          by Catte Nappe on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:31:59 PM PDT

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        •  You think you're the only one strung along? (6+ / 0-)

          peole do things for all sorts of reasons. My mom was engaged to a guy for a couple of years and just when the wedding was to go forward, his ex showed up and he dumped my mom.
          You don't have to be gay to "string someone along."
          Sorry for your pain, but a person being gay, especially in pro sports is a supremely difficult thing. In fact, until very recently it's been hard for gay people to declare who they are no matter what profession they were in.
          I guess you don't get that though.
          Too bad.

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          by MA Liberal on Thu May 02, 2013 at 06:29:50 PM PDT

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          •  Says you. (1+ / 0-)
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            There have been many gay people in my life.  Some have died, some I lost touch with over the years, but some are still very close to me and I love them very much. I know full well life hasn't been easy for gays and lesbians.  For some coming out was really hard.  But having a hard life doesn't give you a license to deceive someone who loves you, especially over a long period of time.  Common decency demands more of friends, let alone lovers.

            One thing you're right about, you don't have to be gay to string someone along. Married men with mistresses are a prime example.  Men who live with women for more than three years without marrying them (and when the woman clearly wants to marry) are also prime candidates.

            "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

            by Involuntary Exile on Fri May 03, 2013 at 01:03:22 AM PDT

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    •  Life is not often so simple (37+ / 0-)

      as you would like to portray it.

      It is a shock when someone you're romantically involved with comes out as gay.  In my case, he was certain I'd hate him forever.  

      I was hurt, confused, and yes, angry briefly.

      I don't know what happened between Jason and his ex-fiance, but if you're not her, neither do you.

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      by boadicea on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:11:44 PM PDT

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      •  There's a difference between being romantically (3+ / 0-)

        involved and being engaged, planning a wedding.  Especially if the relationship has lasted eight years.  It takes a lot of effort to maintain a lie for that long.  It has to be worked at in earnest.

        I may not be Carolyn Moos but, unless she was in on being the beard, I think I might understand how she feels.  She'll get over him, but the years of lies and deceit will be hard to forgive.

        "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

        by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:33:37 PM PDT

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        •  How many married couples stay married (9+ / 0-)

          for decades before they divorce, much to the relief of all concerned? Before recognizing that they couldn't stand being married to each other?  Would you say they'd been "maintaining a lie" for all those years? That they'd "worked at" it "in earnest"?

          It's not at all clear what you're about here. Unless it's a desire to paint the fiance as a victim, a role she herself rejects.

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          by WB Reeves on Thu May 02, 2013 at 02:40:27 PM PDT

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          •  Better read Carolyn Moos statement again (3+ / 0-)

            It was loving and gracious, but this:

            "It’s very emotional for me as a woman to have invested 8 years in my dream to have a husband, soul mate, and best friend in him. So this is all hard to understand."
            That sounds like a very dignified way of saying "I feel hurt for having wasted eight years."

            What I'm about, as you put it, is pointing out that there was another human being involved in all of this, and in way too many of the comments she's being cavalierly treated as collateral damage.

            "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

            by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 03:26:29 PM PDT

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            •  Is it bad that they broke up, or is it bad that (15+ / 0-)

              it took him a while to realize and accept his homosexuality?

              Do you even know what it's like to be gay?

              Would this be a different story if they were engaged for 8 years and then broke it off because they suddenly didn't get along, or one of them got bored with the other?

              Or is it just because it took him a while to realize he's gay?

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              by weatherdude on Thu May 02, 2013 at 03:38:53 PM PDT

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              •  Stringing a woman along for eight years is wrong (2+ / 0-)
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                in all instances.  The longer you string someone along the more pain you inflict on them because you've caused them to waste their time, and time is something they can never get back.  It's really inexcusable under any circumstance.

                Here's a rhetorical question: have you ever been in an eight-year relationship?  You don't just wake up one day and not get along. There's always a history.

                Here's another rhetorical question: how long did it take you to realize you we're gay?  Did it take you until you were in your thirties, or did you know when you were in high school, maybe even grade school?

                I've never met anyone who told me they didn't figure out they were gay until they were thirty.  My best friend told he knew long before he ever knew what sex was, at about age five.  His partner said he knew by the time he was in junior high.  My ex-lover told me when he came out to me he knew from the age of eight.  A close friend and colleague from work told me he knew by age eleven.  When I asked my college roommate how long she'd been a lesbian she said her whole life as far as she could remember, though she stayed in the closet until her mid-twenties.  I think there's a big difference between being in the closet and not realizing you're gay until you're in your thirties.

                "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 05:36:55 PM PDT

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                •  Don't blame Collins, (10+ / 0-)

                  blame the "ex-gay" movement that tells its adherents to get involved with straight women and you can turn yourself straight.

                  In reading Collins' statement, that sounds like exactly what he was doing. It had nothing to do with his career (he could have gone the Manti Te'o route and made up a dead girlfriend), and more about what he thought was acceptable to society. Maybe there were family pressures involved -- we don't know for sure.

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                  by Cali Scribe on Thu May 02, 2013 at 07:55:50 PM PDT

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                  •  We are all responsible for our own actions. (0+ / 0-)

                    Eight years is a long time.  Few in this thread are willing to concede that there's someone besides Collins whose feelings deserve consideration.  Put yourself in her shoes. You think maybe after going with her for eight years, being engaged to her for a year, Collins could have done the decent thing and told her the score personally rather than let her find out with the rest of the world?  Cold, just cold.

                    "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                    by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 09:40:47 PM PDT

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                •  i've been in relationships where (0+ / 0-)

                  i was strung along for years.

                  i got over it.

                •  You are obviously in pain over *your* situation. (1+ / 0-)
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                  Perhaps you could stop using this situation as your punching bag?

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                  by JVolvo on Fri May 03, 2013 at 11:42:15 AM PDT

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                •  What's your age limit for others (0+ / 0-)

                  to come out to themselves?  Because I know plenty of people who were in their thirties or even later.  Including me.  Sorry if I was too slow for you.

                  It's one thing to look back and realize you were always gay, but another thing altogether at the time to fully come out to yourself.

                  And yes, I too had heterosexual relationships. Even had myself convinced I was in love with them. I now know I was fooling myself and trying to be something I was not, but I did not know then.  I don't know Collins, but I have no evidence to justify an assumption that he was any different. And neither do you.

            •  It's not that simple (30+ / 0-)

              I've been reading her interviews today.

              Here's the rest of that quote:

              Carolyn Moos added: “I care about [Jason] tremendously and only want the best for him. I want Jason to be happy for a lifetime and stay true to who he really is, inside and out.
              And:
              She went on to say that she wants him to be happy: “Everyone deserves to be happy, everyone deserves to live in their own skin. So for him to wake upon a daily basis not being able to do that, it hit me really hard. It still is, I’m still processing it.”
              And from another:
              Although the news caused Moos to rethink her future, she doesn't feel betrayed by Collins.

              "I definitely want to have children and I definitely want to be married and that was the hardest part," she said. "I think as women, we do have goals and timetables, but I think when you're writing a dream and a life-long script with somebody who you truly believed you're going to wake up to for the rest of your life—that's not easy to let go of. But I think with time and information, you can have a prospective on it. It's all processing. It's literally three days fresh."

              Moos added, "Hopefully in that process we can still be a part of each other's lives in a positive way."

              What she sounds like to me is someone who was understandably hurt and confused when he broke off their engagement, who is now glad to know the real reason, and who supports him fully and still cares a great deal about him.

              There is zero indication that she feels it was "wasted" time or that she resents the relationship or wishes it never happened.

              I also want to just say to you that I have been in this situation too, except my husband did marry me and did not tell me about his secret feelings and struggles with his sexuality for another 5 years. He told me 16 years ago. I felt many feelings; I was surprised, hurt, sad, and also relieved to understand what had been so troubling him and glad he finally trusted me enough to talk about it. We also both still loved each other very much, and like her my main thought was that he deserved to be himself and to be happy, even if that meant letting him go.

              We gave each other a couple of years of space to process it and figure out the way forward. During that time he dated men and explored his new feelings to see where it lead him. I supported this fully as his friend and confidant. After a couple of years things settled down again. We are still married today and are very content, settled, and happy now. He's a happy and integrated person, he identifies as bisexual and he no longer feels conflicted, but it took time and a lot of communication and working through stuff to get there. So from my perspective, it is not a given that the relationship was a lie, nor that she necessarily feels she wasted her time with him. Maybe she does, but I don't get that from her interviews.

              I told my husband when he came out to me that even if we decided to split up eventually, I would never regret the love we share or the time we have had together. I still feel that way. I would have let him go if he decided he needed to be in a full time relationship with a man, and still been glad for the time we had together. Like Carolyn Moos, I felt mostly sad for him that he had been so isolated and hiding from himself as well as me and everyone else for so long, and I wanted him to be happy and find out what his heart truly wanted and needed. I never once wished that he'd never gotten together with me, never.

              My point is, don't make assumptions about how she feels based on how you feel or felt. We are all different and have different ways of dealing with the things that happen to us. Bitterness, anger, and self-absorbed focus on one's own pain are common reactions, but not all of us react that way. I actually relate very much to the things she has said in her interviews today.

              •  very insightful comment, CS. (5+ / 0-)
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                I can relate to your circumstances more than I can describe in detail here in "public".  

                As you describe so well, this kind of thing is so complicated for everyone involved that nobody should be judging or angry unless it's about their own relationship.

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                by Hopeful Skeptic on Thu May 02, 2013 at 05:01:31 PM PDT

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              •  Well, since they broke up in 2009, (1+ / 0-)
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                after 8 years of "engagement" but no marriage, why on earth hasn't she managed to move on to the next guy after 4 years? Looks like pure denial to me.

                •  Wow, now that's uncalled for (13+ / 0-)

                  First of all they were not engaged for 8 years, they dated for 7 years, got engaged, then he called off the wedding but refused to tell her why, so she never understood why things fell apart, especially since they obviously did love each other.

                  In what world is she or anyone required to "move on to the next guy" within some specified time frame? Maybe she hasn't met anyone else she fell in love with yet? Hum? Or maybe because she and Jason Collins actually did love each other and he never told her why he called it off, she knew there was something more there, and held on to hope? Hell, I don't know her or her feelings, and neither do you. But attacking her for not having "moved on to the next guy" within your schedule seems quite mean-spirited and wrong. I will say that the fact she is still not seeing someone new after 4 years does not support the argument some are making that she was desperate to get married and he was 'wasting her time' -- but nonetheless this kind of judgmental crap about her is totally uncalled for.

              •  I'm very happy you and your husband share (1+ / 0-)
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                a mutually loving and committed relationship.  You are an unusual woman.  I don't know many women who would remain married while their spouse dated. I've known women in open marriages, but sooner or later they divorced.

                Just a small point, I think it's clear from Carolyn Moos's statement "I definitely want to have children...I think as women, we do have goals and timetables..." that she does indeed feel she wasted her time, that the biological clock is ticking.  That doesn't contradict wanting to "still be a part of each other's lives in a positive way."

                "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 06:09:24 PM PDT

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                •  She is still processing her feelings (10+ / 0-)

                  which are undoubtedly complex and multifaceted, but the point is, she is not wallowing in bitterness over it. And believe me I have seem plenty of wives who do, so I know what that looks like.

                  As I said, she may get more angry later. There may well be times of anger related to feelings of 'wasted' time but she says she values having him in her life -- so clearly having him there wasn't a waste. She also said she realizes she still has time to do the things she wants with her own life. It's been four years since their relationship ended and she's not even dating anyone new, so she does't seem particularly rushed to find a husband and have kids. And there may be other times when she will continue to appreciate what they had, knowing him, and possibly even being happy for what they may still have as part of each others lives going forward, since they both seem to really care about each other.

                  She wants him in her life still, that says to me she is not filled with anger and resentment over how he wrecked her life and wasted her precious time. What I'm seeing in your comments today and those of a few other women who DO feel that some gay guy wasted their time, is projection of your feelings onto her. Which is what I do not agree with.

                  And that is because, yes you are right, I am unusual in how I felt and how my husband and I worked things out. But I am not unique. Not by a long shot. There are far, far more people living in alternative marriages of all kinds than anyone realizes. I'm lucky enough to have gotten to know many other women (and men) who have made similar choices that I know we are not as unusual as some may think. But we also certainly know our choices are not for the masses. That is fine. One thing we all have in common is the sense that other women do not support or understand our feelings. When you write things like "she feels such and such" because YOU felt that way, you are being unfair to her. You are projecting your experiences. Maybe you are right, and who knows, in a few weeks or months Carolyn Moos might come out with a scathing book on how Jason Collins used her and wasted her time and damaged her life. I'm in no way saying that she doesn't or won't feel that way. But what I'm saying is that we don't know that.

                  And also that from the way she is reacting in her interviews, I related to her words. She sounds like I did, and not like those who are deeply bitter and feel used and time wasted, because they very rarely if ever say such supportive comments. Nope, they are all about how he's a lying asshole, a coward, etc. etc. She is not coming off that way at all, in her initial reactions. And from what they both said publicly it appears their love was quite real. Which of course I have no trouble believing could be true.

                  So I'm saying, speak for yourself, let her speak for herself, don't make assumptions about how she feels, or that their whole relationship was a lie, etc. Those again are your experiences, but may not be hers. To respect her, we must let her define her experiences for herself, not paint her as a victim when she is not presenting herself that way.

                  Peace to you.

              •  I wrote about this before (8+ / 0-)

                A woman I considered my adopted little sister divorced her husband of 20 years last year.  He came out of the closet, which wounded her immensely.  However, she didn't divorce him because he was gay.  She divorced him because he started trying to clean out their joint bank accounts, told her he'd been unfaithful during their marriage, and started bragging on Facebook about his new life with boyfriends, bars, and bears.

                It's tough living in the closet.  I know; although I came out to close friends, a sibling, and the DK community, nobody who doesn't need to know about my orientation knows a damn thing other than that I'm in love and live with a man.  (I'm the third bi woman he's dated.  Go figure.)  From what I've read, it seems that Jason Collins loved Carolyn enough to not want to continue lying to her.  At least he told her before they married and built a life together.  I am deeply sorry for her pain, but I also understand why he tried to create a fiction for himself--especially considering hate crimes against LGBT people are on the rise, and homophobia is still rampant in sports.

                Finally, I'm sorry for anyone who's been in that situation--but the only two people who know what happened have already said their piece.  In this case, outside judgments are probably neither welcome nor necessary.

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                by Gemina13 on Thu May 02, 2013 at 08:21:46 PM PDT

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                •  Yours is one of the most even handed comments (3+ / 0-)
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                  I've read on this thread. Just wanted to say that.

                  "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                  by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 11:15:27 PM PDT

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                •  Ditto to what IE says..... (2+ / 0-)
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                  In high school my sister dated a guy who was closeted.  She had her suspicions, and one day asked him flat out if he was.  He answered honestly that yes, he was, and they broke up.

                  I'm not sure if that contributed to it -- I go back and forth on that, given the time lag -- but she had to seek counseling in her freshman year for an eating disorder (anorexia/bulemia) that she has (thankfully) fully recovered from.  She's married now, with a son, and quite happy.

                  I have long since -- this happened in the late '70s -- gotten to know many gay people, one of whom is my best friend, and know that coming out, while a bit easier than it was back then, is still fraught with some little anxiety.

                  I always did wonder what happened to the guy she dated.  My having met a number of open gay people since then leads me to say I can only hope he too is happily sharing his life with someone special to him.  

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                  by caul on Fri May 03, 2013 at 01:59:23 AM PDT

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    •  For the record (28+ / 0-)

      Here's what Ms. Moos herself had to say:

      It’s very emotional for me as a woman to have invested 8 years in my dream to have a husband, soul mate, and best friend in him. So this is all hard to understand. [But] I care about him tremendously and only want the best for him. I want Jason to be happy for a lifetime and stay true to who he really is, inside and out.”
      Her reaction is, I think, very understandable.  Bottom line, she wants Jason to be happy and true to himself.  How about you?

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      by boadicea on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:27:26 PM PDT

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    •  Isn't that what being in the closet or being in (17+ / 0-)

      denial is all about?

      In fact, isn't that what homophobes fervently want for gay folks, to date and marry the opposite sex?    Isn't that what society itself has taught him to do?

    •  if you bothered to go (26+ / 0-)

      below the screaming headlines and the idiocies of Howard Methinks He Doth Protest Too Much Kurtz, you would have found that Collins told his ex-girlfried about his plans to announce well before he did so, just so she wouldn't be blindsided by idiots.

      I've also head an interview in which he said he really tried to talk himself into a permanent heterosexual relationship but finally concluded he couldn't live life as a lie and wouldn't want to inflict that on someone else.

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      by Mnemosyne on Thu May 02, 2013 at 01:44:52 PM PDT

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    •  Who said he did it for his career? (20+ / 0-)

      Closeted folk marry the opposite sex all the time, and usually to convince themselves.  From everything Collins has said ("I kept trying to tell myself the sky was red")  I think it's pretty clear he wasn't stringing Moos along.  He was stringing himself along.

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      by pico on Thu May 02, 2013 at 02:27:54 PM PDT

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    •  Someone very close to me (20+ / 0-)

      married and had 2 children and after eight years, he up and left after admitting he was gay.
      Before that point, he was extremely homophobic, so it was rather surprising to many of us, even though there were signs.
      He was self-loathing and lived dangerously - too much drinking and too many partners and even with AIDS, he didn't change his lifestyle.

      His former wife was left having to support her children since he quit working and it was a real hardship for her, and heartbreaking for his daughters because he was an absent father.

      He was a very handsome and charming younger man and had been taken care of for years by different men.
      Eventually he settled down and had 3 long-term relationships but eventually, even those fizzled.
      The alcohol took its toll on him mentally and physically.

      He hit rock bottom and is quite ill, needing a liver transplant due to cirrhosis and has been clean and sober for 15 months and for the first time in forty years, alone.

      He's reconnected with his daughters and his former wife, and they've forgiven him because they love him and they recognize that he's trying and realize that it might be too late, so they have renewed their relationship whatever that might be while there's time.

      It's very complicated as so many situations in life are, because nothing is black and white, but rather there are many shades of gray.

      There have been many times throughout my life that I've hated him, but it was the alcoholism, and nothing to do with his being gay.
      He's made very bad choices and the alcohol didn't help.
      But I've forgiven him, too, because I love him.
      The man is my brother.

      All we need is LOVE!

      by arizonablue on Thu May 02, 2013 at 03:26:18 PM PDT

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      •  Time heals all wounds. (3+ / 0-)
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        I've known several women who were married to or in long-term relationships with closeted men, and I've known several gay men who were once married to women.  It's very painful when the truth finally comes out, but eventually time heals the wounds.  However, knowing that the wounds will heal shouldn't cause us to minimize or excuse the pain that is inflicted on innocent partners when the closeted finally come out.  Throughout most of the discussion in this diary it seems to me there has been a lot of excusing of the closeted man without much regard for the woman who was deceived.

        My fervent hope is that someday soon there will be no need to be closeted, that people can simply be who they are.  It will be so much better for everyone.

        I'm glad your brother cleaned up his life and reconnected with his family while there was still time.  Repentance for wrongs done and reconciliation with those one has wronged are as important as forgiveness, maybe more so.

        "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

        by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 04:21:44 PM PDT

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    •  He broke up with her (6+ / 0-)

      in 2009. How is coming out four years later "shitting all over" her? That's... ridiculous.

    •  I think that's a matter (6+ / 0-)

      between Collins and Moos.

      What if Collins had been straight and ended the relationship with Moos after 8 years because he simply didn't love her in that way anymore, and wanted to date other women.   Would that have been any of our business?

      I don't think so.

      •  Is it any of our business? (1+ / 0-)
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        The private lives of publc people are fodder for the masses.  If he were just some guy, no it wouldn't be our business.  But he's not just some guy.  And my thoughts on the matter would have remained only in my head had comments in this thread not treated the woman as meare collateral damage.

        "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

        by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 07:31:55 PM PDT

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        •  Why are you so fucking selfish? (3+ / 0-)
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          I had a boyfriend in high school who was gay. He was my first ever boyfriend, and he ran off with my best friend. When everybody found out, he couldn't go back to high school for fear of his physical safety. He had to drop out and get his GED at night school.

          I could have been like you. He was my first boyfriend. My first kiss. My first date. I could have thought it was all about my embarrassment. I could have shunned him as everyone encouraged me to. But you know what? I'm not a fucking princess who thinks only of myself and my high school reputation, or who dreams of my fucking goddamned wedding, or fucking ring or engagement party, or my fucking baby shower with all my girlfriends.

          I stayed friends with him. I did so even though a lot of people gave me crap for it, because I liked him. I was genuinely connected to him, and when he came out, I was glad that I got to know him as the person he really was.

          This is why I can't stand conventional heterosexuality. Because too many women just want a man to be a mirror of their ideal, narcissistic femininity. Just like so many men just want a woman to affirm their narcissistic sense of masculinity and virility. Women like that just want a house and marriage and for "the man" to play his proper role. There's absolutely no real connection.

          I think Jason Collins is an extraordinarily brave man for coming out. The kind of pettiness that grieves for a wedding that never was will never understand the historical significance of his courage for millions of LGBT Americans, and that knowing and loving someone honestly is worth a hell of a lot more than a fucking engagement party.

          His coming out was a gift to his ex-fiance. Now she gets to love him for the person that he is. It's unfortunate that you're too selfish to realize that.

          •  I've been accused of lot of things in this thread (0+ / 0-)

            But selfish?  The definition of selfish is: "seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others."

            Someone in this story has been selfish but it hasn't been me.  I'm just a bystander commenting on what I see.  My view may be accurate.  It may be totally off base.  But it's a just a point of view.  There is no advantage, disadvantage, pleasure or displeasure in holding it, and whether I hold it or not has no effect, good or ill, on anyone.

            My being concerned about Carolyn Moos's feelings could be termed many things, but as there's no personal advantage for me in it, it can't be labeled selfish.

            "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

            by Involuntary Exile on Thu May 02, 2013 at 11:59:37 PM PDT

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            •  What about the saying ... (4+ / 0-)
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              "All is fair in love and war" do you not understand?

              She's not a victim. You're acting like he owed her a love he didn't feel. He's not a bad person because he wasn't attracted to her. Nor is he a bad person because he didn't give her a marriage, money and children.

              I'm sorry, but your "concern" feels really homophobic. Suppose he broke up with her because he was in love with another woman. What would be the difference really? Nothing. And yet you're all up and down this thread insisting his gayness is the problem, and that he must have known he was gay, because all people who are gay know they're gay from a young age, and that gay people who conform to social pressure to fit in and have a family are somehow bad people if they can't live up to some fairytale bullshit.

              Speaking of which, you're insisting that he should have known and probably knew, but you say nothing of her. How could someone who knew and loved him for eight years not know? Perhaps she did know and selfishly denied it because she loved him and wanted marriage and a family. Perhaps she thought she could fix him. That would be really fucked up if true, but that doesn't even occur to you.

              And the idea that he has to apologize to her in public?! For what?! It's none of your fucking business! She chose to make a very gracious public statement as is her right; but he's under no obligation to make any public statements concerning his private life.

              I'm sorry, but the word "selfish" describes your "concern" to a T.

              •  What about saying.... (0+ / 0-)

                We are responsible for our decisions and actions.

                My friends would laugh hearing me called homophobic.  There have been many gay people in my life.  Some have died, some I lost touch with over the years, and some are still very close to me and I love them very much. I know full well life hasn't been easy for gays and lesbians.  For many coming out was really hard. For my friends who came out to me I lent a hand, an ear and a shoulder to cry. But having a hard life doesn't give you a license to deceive someone who loves you, especially over a long period of time. Deceit is insidious. Common decency demands more of friends, let alone lovers.

                "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                by Involuntary Exile on Fri May 03, 2013 at 12:59:32 PM PDT

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            •  It's a point of view that casts pretty awful (4+ / 0-)

              aspersions on someone.  That's why you're getting flack.  Not because you're concerned for Moos, but because you've made a lot of assumptions about Collins that are unjustified and cruel, and run counter to his own discussion about his process of coming out first to himself and then to people around him.

              Seriously.  In this thread you've called him an asshole who conned her, and used her as a prop to advance his career.  

              Truth time: My husband thought seriously about marrying a woman when he was younger because the idea of being homosexual terrified him.  We all go through that, and thank god many of us find the strength to admit to ourselves and to others who we are.   Homophobia is crippling, especially when you have no support network.  Blaming the people who go through that, even in their weakness, is about as tone-deaf as it gets.

              You don't have to lash out against Collins in order to show sympathy for what Moos has gone through.  Why is this so hard?

              Saint, n. A dead sinner revised and edited. - Ambrose Bierce

              by pico on Fri May 03, 2013 at 02:38:03 AM PDT

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              •  You're right. (0+ / 0-)

                I've been hard on Jason Collins. I find deceit hard to countenance.  It's insidious, always harmful.

                Obviously, not everyone sees it that way. Oh we'll.

                "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                by Involuntary Exile on Fri May 03, 2013 at 01:25:40 PM PDT

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                •  You're an awful person. (0+ / 0-)

                  To read what I wrote - and a personal story I shared with you - and to write that comment in response.

                  Just awful.

                  Saint, n. A dead sinner revised and edited. - Ambrose Bierce

                  by pico on Fri May 03, 2013 at 01:53:09 PM PDT

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                  •  Why did you take that personally? (0+ / 0-)

                    You asked why I was lashing out at Collins.  I answered why.  Everything in that comment was about Collins.  Nothing was about you, your husband, his story or yours.  Obviously, I didn't make that clear.  I'm sorry about that, especially if it hurt you.

                    I don't know you and you don't know me.  All we know about each other is contained in these few comments which I'm faintly certain are insufficient to draw any conclusions about the character of the other.  Look, we couldn't even communicate with one another without miscommunication/misinterpretation.  It's an unfortunate byproduct of writing in one's own shorthand.  For that I am truly sorry.  But if you think I'm an awful person because of one point of view on one issue, then it should comfort you to know that we will almost certainly never meet.

                    "Some folks rob you with a six-gun, some rob you with a fountain pen." - Woody Guthrie

                    by Involuntary Exile on Fri May 03, 2013 at 02:51:45 PM PDT

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      but most of what you wrote there are assumptions or unsupportable.  I don't think you're really doing Carolyn Moos any favors by defending her this way.

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