It's difficult to write this knowing people are in a lot more dire straits than me. But I never shared this with anyone before and I think I just need to write it to help me blow off some steam.
Prior to the financial collapse in 2008 things had been going well for me. I had graduated college a few years before and had a very nice job for someone who was in their 20's. I had a new car, no debt, and always paid my bills on time.
I had worked in the financial services industry, which obviously took the brunt of the hit, and was let go from my job in Oct 2008. Since then it is has not been a very fun journey. I have been in and out of jobs (mostly temporary at very low pay) for the better part of 5 years. I have been told repeatedly that I am "over-qualified" or 'under-qualified." To say it has been frustrating is an understatement.
To help with expenses, I have had to sell items that I would never have sold, including a very rare item that I was hoping to pass along in the family some day.
This past spring, however, I got some good news - I was accepted to a good law school with partial scholarship. And with the part-time job I had, paying off the little left over after loans was not going to be a problem. However, with less than a weeks notice, I was let go from my job due to them finding someone full-time. So here I stand again, not being able to register for next semester because they won't remove a $1200 hold on my account. It looks like, since I am not able to get employment fast enough, I will need to sell more of my stuff.
I know this is just another rambling for most of you, and to an extent it is, but after 5 years I am just tired of being beat down. I'm lucky that I have my health and that I do have a college degree. But when you have to fight like this for 5 years and constantly be worrying all the time, it is difficult.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent a bit. I hope to post more this year than I did last year. I wish all of you a happy 2014.