Maybe it's something other people do, maybe not. But it is something I do: peek inside and just listen to what is going on in my head.
I would like the US to have complete and total success in Iraq. I would like Iraq to be free and democratic. I would like to see the whole middle east come out of the 19th century, through the 20th and mayby in a decade or two, get into the 21st. (Since B--h has actually put us back roughly 20 years, well, they'll have our company on at least part of the journey.)
But here's the part the confounds me: I'd rather loose the whole fucking thing than see B--h win. At least that's what I hear when I peek inside. What is wrong with me? I mean, I don't think it's me, personally, I think that this stuff is the human so called thought process.
I don't like B--h, for reasons I can list and count and they have nothing to do with things like smirk and stupid use of language. His policies are simply wrong. Not just "right or wrong" wrong, they are mathematically wrong. They are "disrespectful of life" wrong, wasteful of life.
But why (peeking inside again, dammit) am I happy when the bombs go off? We we get our asses kicked? I mean, it's still my country. Where's the sense in that.
And yet, there it is.
Since B--h's policies are wrong, then everything he does MUST fail. If they did NOT fail, would that mean his policies were NOT wrong? Ummmm, no. The thing that comes to mind is Kramer being the best in his karate class: he beat the snot out of a bunch of little kids. Or like a guy that inherits so much money, he simply cannot loose it fast enough to go broke. Or OJ Simpson. Or the beautiful house, the neighborhood, the country that sends all its shit down stream, up into the sky, away to someplace else. The more B--h's policies "win", the more shit that goes down stream.
But here I am: I want my country to fail because it is doing the wrong things! Ouch! That's some super holy position to take! This eavesdropping stuff is troublesome.
What's in YOUR wallet, laddie?