i was harassed, humiliated, embasrrased, stabbed, punched called homo, faggot, cocksucker.. and more...
i was stalked, i would round a corner, and there he would be..
pin in hand- stabbing, punching..
and you you peice of shit preacher..
i was subjected to the FRIENDLY, GOOD OL BUDDY PAL PUNCH...
by kids alot bigger than me....
right in front of my teachers-
they used those exact words- "hey buddy!!" punch.....
the bruises have long since healed...
but i remember...
as an aside- whether or not i am gay, has nothing to do with this diary
the point of this diary is I REMEMBER YOU...
EVERY PUNCH..
EVERY STAB...
THE TIME I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING BUT SIT IN CLASS AFTER IT WAS OVR AND CRY....
you may not remember me...
but i remember you...
and ya know what..
i'll take your ten thousand dollar bet..
that the kids who "kids will be kids- we were just joking.. we didn't mean anything by it"
i bet you right here right now $10000 they wouldn't be able to pick me out of a line-up...
i still see them..
every one of them..
not every night, not anymore...
but i see their faces, and if i were to see one of them walking down the street-
i don't know what i would do...
but i guarantee you..
if i were to give kevin kern...
yeah, i still remember your name...
a GOOD BUDDY PAL punch as advocated by a certain preacher..(and i in no way advocated this- these are the words of a preacher)
his reply wld be
what did i ever do to you????!!!
one difference between the bully and the victim
they never remember...
we never forget...
to you MISTER romney..
i have one final thing to say..
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
i'm sorry, i'm getting emotional....
and no..
this wasn't well thought out..
if i were to stop and think, this wld never be published..
i will try and reply to comments if i can..
and i do have to work soon, so please excuse my absence..
i just had to get this out
12:43 PM PT: UPDATE;
i apologize for what some call a call to violence-
i do not advocate that..
i merely wish mr preacher man..
would listen to himself talk..
and my outrage at his advocating my getting punched
and yes i did edit this..
again, i am sorry..
1:39 PM PT: i need to leave for work now..
i will read all comments as soon as possible-
and apologize for early comments, and hope my editing makes clear that i do not condone violence...
but this makes my blood boil..
and i am not perfect...