So after a Shabbos of more meds and more sleep - even my CAT thinks I sleep too damn much - I can breathe. I'm still very phlemy and gross, but I don't feel like I could die anymore.
Work will still take some time as I have a very physical job, but I am at least headed in the right direction.
Today is laundry - very important in sick homes - and well, I sweat a lot when I'm sick. My "room" hasn't smelled like this since I was 13. EW.
So I would like to thank everyone who thought of me - it's nice to know someone is out there when your bio family isn't so much. My mum did notice a post on FB a couple days ago - and told me to stop living up here with libruls and health insurance. Thanks mum!
SO - I am alive, grateful and slowly recovering thanks to DKOS family and friends.
Thank you all.