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Those drawn to policing come from various personalities. One of those personalities is termed black and white for it's adherence to strict values. Cemented in stone in some peoples minds is a clear line of right and wrong. And even the over whelming peer pressure and authoritative bullying will never erase it. Many of these prospective officers either become selectively blind to the absolute lawlessness they are a part of. Or they end up quitting or being drummed out for never yielding their moral position.

There are thousands of these former officers disillusioned by the false promise of order and clarity. Instead we were introduced to a world that would make the petty rivalries and psychological games of junior high seem tame. Combined with violent behavior and sadistic peers a shark tank at feeding time can be safer if you cross the blue line.

What follows is one more of what I suspect will be many more officers coming forward to say

It is not right and this has to stop.

After Joining the LAPD in 1989 I quickly found out that the world and society had major flaws. I had flaws as well for ever believing that our system of government was obligated to do the right thing. his is what I believed as a young Officer. Without going into major detail, I need you to first assume that I would not surface 16 years later with lies about a situation that has me with PTSD to this very day. The pain forces me to speak as I have yet to shake the Ill’s of my experience as an LAPD Officer. Of course I have moved on physically. But mentally and emotionally I still live with flaws. I can’t go into re-living the emotions of what I went through so I will say this. I had my home viciously attacked by a gunman with my family and myself inside the house. No arrests were made and my family and I Received very little support. I had my Civil Rights violated on several occasions. I was falsely arrested at gunpoint by the Sheriffs as an Officer who ID’d himself and was conspired against by both LAPD and the Sheriffs when my Civil case went to Trial.

I was falsely accused on more than one occasion and simply placed in a position that the trust was so compromised that I could no longer wear the Uniform. Also know there were many more episodes. All of these issues are well documented and I present them not to be a Whistle blower, However to hope that one would not assume that all of what is being said is Lies as presented by Dorner. I don’t know him, But I know me. I will say from my experience, If a person knows they were wrong it is easier to move on without anger. Seems that Dorner obviously could not move on… Could I just be content and move on with my life and not say anything? Yes…Then I would feel that I for once had my chance to speak on something that hurts me to this day and I did nothing to arouse thought or provoke reform.

This is what I hope comes from this whole situation: 1. Families that lost someone to this tragedy find the peace that only God can give at this terrible time. 2. Citizens of Los Angeles be mindful of this fearful time to be an Officer and comply vigorously so that you are not the victim of an Officer on high alert. 3. Government and Politicians please be diligent in the responsibility of creating Laws that protect those who could be the victim of a conspiracy. Never allow the door to be shut on the Truth. 4. Honest and Fair LAPD & All Agencies: Keep doing what you are doing to protect citizens and be safe while you are doing so. We need you and I would hope that you do not allow the Bureaucratic drama and Stress to kill your morale as I know it can. 5. Unethical LAPD & all Agencies: Whatever is was that lead you down this path, Pray to somebody’s God to forgive you and begin to remove unethical methods to your policing style.

Please provide your ideas of what a petition would be worded like to begin correcting how we discipline police that assault citizens.

Tue Feb 12, 2013 at 8:00 AM PT:

Originally posted to Occupy Wall Street on Mon Feb 11, 2013 at 05:52 PM PST.

Also republished by Police Accountability Group.

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