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Yeah, Happy New Year's Rocking Eve.
  

Lyrics below so you sing along.

Terrible Lie

Why are you doing this to me
Am I not living up to what I am supposed to be
Why am I seething with this animosity
I think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible lie ... terrible lie
Terrible lie ... terrible lie

I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
Can this world really be as sad as it seems
Terrible lie ... terrible lie
Terrible lie ... terrible lie

Don't take it away from me
Don't take it away from me
Don't take it away from me

I need you to hold on to
Dont take it away from me
I need someone to hold on to
Dont tear it away from me
Dont tear it away from me
Dont tear it away from me

I need you to hold on to
Dont tear it away from me
I need someone to hold on to

There's nothing left for me to hide
I've lost my ignorance security and pride
I'm all alone a world you must despise
I believed your promises, your promises and lies
Terrible lie ... terrible lie
Terrible lie ... terrible lie
Terrible lie

You make me throw it all away
My morals left to decay
How many you betrayed
You've taken everything
Terrible lie

My head is filled with disease
My skin is begging to appease
I'm on my hands and knees
I want so much to believe

Sin

You give me the reason.
You give me control.
I gave you my Purity.
My Purity you stole.
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise.
Am i just too stupid to realize.
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
It comes down to this.
Your kiss.
Your fist.
And your strain.
It get's under my skin.
Within.
Take in the extent of my sin
You give me the anger.
You give me the nerve.
Carry out my sentence.
I get what I deserve.
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced.
To be defaced.
Your need for me has been replaced.
And if I can't have everything well then just give me a taste.
It comes down to this.
Your kiss.
Your fist.
And your strain.
It get's under my skin.
Within.
Take in the extent of my sin

March of the Pigs

Step right up, march, push
Crawl right up on your knees
Please, greed, feed, no time to hesitate

I want to little bit
I want to piece of it
I think he's losing it
I want to watch it come down

Don't like the look of it
Don't like the taste of it
Don't like the smell of it
I want to watch it come down

All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back

Now, doesn't it make you feel better?

Shove it up inside, surprise, lies
Stains like the blood on your teeth
Bite, chew, suck away the tender parts

I want to break it up
I want to smash it up
I want to fuck it up
I want to watch it come down

Make me afraid of it
Let's discredit it
Let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down

All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back

Now, doesn't it make you feel better?
The pigs have won tonight
Now, they can all sleep soundly
And everything is all right

Something I can't ever have

I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ear
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'til I don't want to sleep anymore

You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself

You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color if I had a heart

Come on, tell me
You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself

You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now
I know it's still the same and everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I use to be

Come on, tell me
You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself

You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have

Closer

You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

(Help me),
I broke apart my insides
(Help me),
I've got no soul to sell
(Help me),
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself,

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed,
You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything

(Help me),
Tear down my reason
(Help me),
It's your sex I can smell
(Help me),
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else,

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God!

Through every forest, above the trees,
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees,
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive!

Reptile

She spreads herself wide open to let the insects in
She leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
Seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Give in

Devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest
Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
Need to contaminate, to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Ohh
Ohh

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Wish

This is the first day of my last days

I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far.
No need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
you know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
but I want to

Suck

There is no God up in the sky tonight
No sign of heaven anywhere in sight
All that was true is left behind
Once I could see now I am blind
Don't want your dreams you try to sell
This disease I give to myself

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

She makes it sweeter than the sun
I get too tight I come undone
I found my way to this place
The temple walls are made of flesh
Runs up my arms 'till I'm on track
Itches my skin right off of my back
I'll heal your wounds
I'll set you free
I'm Jesus Christ on ecstasy

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

I am so dirty on on the inside
I am so dirty on on the inside
I am so dirty on on the inside
I am so dirty on on the inside

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

Suck, suck, suck, suck

A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you

Burn

This world rejects me
This world threw me away
This world never gave me a chance
This world gonna have to pay

And I don't believe in your institutions
I did what you want me to
Like the cancer in your system
I've got a little surprise for you

Something inside of me
Has opened up its eyes
Why did you put it there
Did you not realize?

This thing inside of me
It screams the loudest sound
Sometimes I think I could

I look down there, where you're standing
Flock of sheep out on display
With all your lies bumped up around you
I can take it all away

Something inside of me
Has opened up its eyes
Why did you put it there
Did you not realize?

Something inside of me
It screams the loudest sound
Sometimes I think I could
I'm gonna burn this whole world down

I'm gonna burn this whole world down

I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn

I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn
I never was a part of you burn

I am your saviour
(I never was a part of you burn)
I am corruption
(I never was a part of you burn)

I am the angel
(I never was a part of you burn)
Of your destruction
(I never was a part of you burn)

I am perversion
(I never was a part of you burn)
Secret desire
(I never was a part of you burn)

I am your future
(I never was a part of you burn)
Swallowed up in fire
(I never was a part of you burn)

The Only Time

I'm drunk
And right now I'm so in love with you
And I don't wanna think too much about
What we should or shouldn't do

Lay my hands on Heaven
And the sun and the moon and the stars
While the Devil wants to fuck me
In the back of his car

Nothing quite like the feel of something new
Maybe I'm all messed up, maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you

Maybe I'm all messed up, maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you

Maybe I'm all messed up
This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel a life

I swear
I just found everything I need
The sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins
Are listening to me

Well, I want to wrap it up
And swim in it until I drown
My moral standing is lying down

Nothing quite like the feel of something new
Maybe I'm all messed up, maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you

Maybe I'm all messed up, maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you

Maybe I'm all messed up
This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive

Maybe I'm all all messed up

This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive

Down in it

Now, I'm down in it
Now, I'm down in it

Kinda like a cloud I was up, way up in the sky
And I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
Sometimes I don't believe them myself
And I decided I was never coming down

Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was
Just about too small to see
But I watched it way too long
It was pulling me down

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

Shut up so what, what does it matter now
I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground
And everything I never liked about you
Is kind of seeping into me

Try to laugh about it now
But isn't it funny
How everything works out
"I guess the jokes on me", she said

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I used to be so big and strong
I used to know my right from wrong
I used to never be afraid
I used to be somebody

I used to have something inside
Now, just this hole that's open wide
I used to want it all
I used to be somebody

I'll cross my heart, I'll hope to die
But the needle's already in my eye
And all the world's weight is on my back
And I don't even know why

What I used to think was me
Is just a fading memory
I looked him right in the eye
And said, "Goodbye"

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it

Rain, rain go away
Come again some other day
Rain, rain go away
Come again some other day

Rain, rain go away
Come again some other day
Rain, rain go away
Come again some other day

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

I was up above it
Now, I'm down in it

Dead Souls

Someone take these dreams away
That point me to another day
A duel of personalities
That stretch all true reality

They keep calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me

The figures from the past stand tall
And mocking voices ring the hall
Imperialistic house of prayer
Conquistadors who took their share

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keeps on calling me

Calling me, calling me
Calling me, calling me

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keeps on calling me

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keeps on calling me, yeah

Happiness in slavery

Slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants
Slave screams thinks he has something to say
Slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen
Slave screams he's being beat into submission
Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The devils of truth steal the souls of the free
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find
Happiness is slavery
Slave screams he spends his life learning conformity
Slave screams he claims he has his own identity
Slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall
Slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall
Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The blind have been blessed with security
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find
Happiness is slavery
I don't know what I am
I don't know where I've been
Just (just) hurt and so much skin
Stick my head through the cage of this endless routine
Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine

Head like a Hole

God money I'll do anything for you.
God money just tell me what you want me to.
God money nail me up against the wall.
God money don't want everything he wants it all.
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
God money's not looking for the cure.
God money's not concerned with the sick among the pure.
God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
God money's not one to choose
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
You know who you are.

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