Weird how life just kicks you in the ass sometimes and then you have to pick up a baseball bat and chase it around the corner.
If everything made sense to everyone there would be nothing to question. Unfortunately, those who convince you you understand are in power.
One of the worst things a person can do is to pander to their own self destructive tendencies rather than deconstruct to understand them.
The earth absolutely hates us and one day will finally decide to shake like a wet dog and all will be well with nature again.
It's too bad you never had the confidence to get your ass kicked.