Just wanted to quickly say that my spirits are improving, and the two-year-old chilli seems to have been safe to eat! :)
I'm learning about the best ways to receive some of the money people have generously offered, and feeling some forward progress. I've had offers of help with food, and hopefully that will come through today.
I also feel a lot closer to reaching out to my team of real-life friends. Some of the shame seems less now, and I think I can to reach out today.
My phone is still turned off, my car payment is still due today, and I still have just $7. After repo-ing the car last month, I'm not sure how Toyota Financial will respond to my asking for more time, but I'm crossing my fingers, and unless I get a wave of negative thinking, will call them today and see what's up.
I will keep this updated, but I just wanted to say things look and feel better than they did twelve hours ago. I could still use any emotional and practical support, but you guys have really helped me a ton just start to turn my ship.
So thank you!
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