This week has been tough -
Mom passed a bit over 6 months ago, and I thought I was starting to crawl out of the hole her passing landed me in. She was 81, and my best friend. It took 7 weeks for her to pass, and it was rough in many ways. I made it through Christmas (her favorite), only because I think I was still numb.
Then the ad's for Mother's day invaded my space - And I found the deeper pain renewed. I guess I still haven't got to the point of cherishing the memories of her delight of the little gifts my sisters and I so proudly presented when we were young.
So I turned off everything that had ads - and played everything that doesn't go to Mom and daughter. Godzilla movies, Sci-Fi, Animation - just tired of hurting.
But Sunday is Mothers Day, I will put a candle and Lilacs before her draped Urn, and cry some more.
Never miss a chance to tell your Mom you love her. I wish I could again.