Honestly, nothing interesting has happened in my life. These last few weeks have just not been great. I usually love school, but right now it just feels like a burden. I don’t really know where I belong right now, which group to go to. I’ve never really had this problem. I just feel like I don't belong with my original friend group and I can’t go to the one I fit in the most with because my my ex and I just broke up and it’s not fair to him. Everyone else is dragging me over there but it just feels awkward.
That’s all that’s going on with my life. Everything political has already been reported on, no use in writing about it more.
The one happy thing I have for sure is work. So here’s some pictures from Sunday.
Honestly, I love this horse so much. Even when I get frustrated with him or it feels like we’re starting over with our training. Which we kind of are. I take a breath and jump right back in. I can’t stay mad at him, even when I have to make the trip to the jail to retrieve him after he acts up.
For example, he bit Cody, the new horse, on the butt and spooked him. Cody sliced is gums and lip open and we had to sew it back together.
He ended up in the jail for the rest of the day and lots of not so great words were said about him. For some reason I always defend him, even though it just blows up in my face and people get to say “I told you so” like eight times a day.
He is still so much sweeter towards humans though. He really is meant to be privately owned. But there is no way I can buy him and no one else will because he has so many problems.
It’s a mess. But we’ll get better. We always do. I’m not losing hope quite yet. And yes, I gave him a Twizzler.