Yup. Good description. I think I finally got it.
You can't have it.
I own it.
And now, I give it to you, Kossacks.
That's how it works.
I will change as it suits me.
I will not agree that I am weak.
I am in charge here.
I am the grrrrl.
Not the child. I'm older than that, deal.
I know a lot
that you pretend not.
I am the old woman, and the grrrlll
all at once.
I can do that.
I can wait and worry
I can wait and not worry
You are not in charge of my waiting, you males!
You've been in charge of far too much already for far too long.
You are not in charge of me anymore.
You never were, I just imagined that.
You women, you are not in charge of me either or me you
But maybe we can get this stuff more clear
about being in charge.