Well, where do I go from here? I wanted to go to school. Once, I did. I went for one semester and I went pre- med. I did fantastic. 3.7 gpa or something like that. Real fine.
I dropped out. I had my reasons. Stress was the main reason. I was still making the grade but the anxiety was killing me. Just anxious, no real reason. Long, painful, lost many friends and girlfriends later....
I joined the "real world". I got an emt-b license, but doing construction blows. Broken bones, torn ligaments, no health insurance. The boss doesn't care. "Git er dun."
God I miss construction. The corporate world of labor is much worse.
I want to go back to school, 2.5 years later. What would have cost 500 dollars now costs about 1200. 500 at a BIG community collage, now costs 1200 at a small one. I'm fucked.
I looked to my parents for financial help. They said they would help, but now as I run the numbers...
They're talking about moving. I can't ask them for that much money. More money is going out than in. I don't even want to take out a loan; I'm still paying off the last few.
It's sad. My dad used to work for NASA and now works at Pratt and Whitney. For god's sake, my name resides on Saturn via dvd.
All this so I can take 2 classes I took in high school over again. Jesus. Bio and Sociology. I'm paying them to tell them the answers.
Excuse my "rant" and bad grammar. I'm feeling rather low at this juncture. Maybe a beer would help.
I'll hold my head up high anyway.