The repo man showed up tonite to take my truck.
i'll be honest right here and now, I had to drink some to post this thread. My SO says I carry my pride around like a chip on my shoulder.
My husband died last year and this community was largely responsible for my keeping my sanity thru that difficult time. If I haven't said so yet, thank you.
I am an Agnostic, so I'm ambivalent about any deity who might intervene on my behalf. I tend to subscribe to the idea of Karma. I believe we start life with an empty Karmic account, our deeds decide whether or not we keep a positive balance. I have tried hard to keep that positive balance. When I could afford to, I donated money or time or whatever to try and affect positive change.
Now, back to the topic at hand. A little history, when my husband was alive, we lived off of about $5400 a month. I now have to live off of $725 a month. I already know that I'm going to lose my house and I can live with that, but I didn't expect to have repo men show up after missing four payments on my truck.
I don't know what to do now. God, the humiliation of posting a begging diary. But I have donated to several others when they posted such requests.
Do what you want, if I haven't earned the respect of this community, I'll understand.