Watching these elections results have me in quite the panic. I am watching these results in utter disbelief.
With so many states too close to call and Trump seemingly gaining ground on every update, I feel my heart is being ripped from my chest. Is this truly America? Do white people (and I am white), really believe that Trump is the answer to our problems? I have never been more disappointed in my country as I am right now. I remember crying when Obama won in 2008 and couldn't even watch the results in 2012 until I put the news on around 11 and saw Obama already giving his victory speech. I thought we have truly turned the corner on hate that Romney was dispatched pretty handily. The fact that Trump, with so much hate in his heart for everyone that is “other”, is garnering so many of my fellow Americans votes literally made cry at least twice tonight.